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“So I say fire! Ready, Aim Fire… These are the words to the chorus of Mali Music’s latest single Ready, Aim.  It was no coincidence I heard it for the first time 3 days ago when he performed on the season finale of the gospel talent show Sunday’s Best. The song uses creative metaphors to describe how we are attacked in spiritual warfare.  Yet he boldly proclaims to the Enemy fire all you want– you can’t stop me now and you can’t hold me down.  It’s one of those songs that motivates you to push onward and fight; I was so amped when I saw that epic performance.  A definite confirmation of what the Lord keeps telling me to write.  As I mentioned before, we are in this ongoing spiritual war.  Where the Enemy is relentless and it seems the rules are not always fair.  Where casualties are many and the endpoint of souls being sent to eternal damnation is at stake. Where the lines can easily get blurred between friend or foe.  In this kind of war you have to have the right weapons. Your artillery is instrumental in determining victory or defeat.  Don’t be fooled into thinking that ordinary weapons will help in this war.  Semi-automatics, grenades and missiles won’t cut it here.

The bible says that the “weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty in God for pulling down strongholds”(2 Cor 4:6)—meaning you can’t use natural weapons or weapons of the human flesh to fight a spiritual war.  Remember the spiritual realm and the things of it are not apparent with the naked eye.  So to be victorious in this war, you have to fight with supernatural spiritual weapons.  And these weapons are not things you can pick up in a store, get off of a shelf or go borrow from your neighbor. These weapons are not in stock at your nearest army or naval base.  Being able to throw hands in the street won’t make you a winner in spiritual warfare.  Most of these weapons are supplied by our leader, Almighty God and requires your effort, cooperation and your complete collaboration with our Commander.   See many people mistakenly think they can just sit back, let God do all the fighting and we don’t have to lift a finger.  But God requires that we work in conjunction with Him to navigate this war and through this life.  Not because He needs anything from us or we add to His power or splendor.  You cannot add or take anything away from God.   God is absolutely perfect and complete in and of Himself.  Yet God works through and collaborates with us simply because He chooses to.   And in accepting to war with God against the devil, we grow into a more intimate relationship with Him, we grow and  mature spiritually, God demonstrates His power through us and He is glorified.

So what are the tools that give us a fighting chance to be victorious against the enemy?  Over the next several posts I will write about the weapons, in no particular order, readily available to us to win this war.  These weapons include :

Praise and Worship

Prayer

Discernment

Blood of Jesus

The Name of Jesus

Spiritual Armor

Love

Power of Your Words

Holy Spirit

First up for discussion:  Praise and Worship

 To praise  in verb form is :  To express warm approval or admiration of; applaud; pay tribute; rave about.  Every one loves a compliment right?  If you think of it that way, God is no different.  Praise is simply complimenting God.  So speaking words of love or admiration, singing, dancing, clapping/ waving or just lifting your hands in surrender and acknowledgment to God with a heart of approval and admiration just for who He is, would be considered praise.  It is in praise that we tell God of the wonderful attributes that we recognize in Him and are thankful for. When you praise God commend Him on His goodness, His faithfulness, His stable unchanging nature, His beauty, His Holiness, etc, etc,—you could go on and on.  Thank Him for what He has done, is doing and will do in the future. Even simply saying Hallelujah, which in Hebrew means “praise ye the Lord” is a powerful way to exalt God.  You know what is great about praise? You don’t have to be gifted or have some special talent to do it.  Believe me, when I’m alone in my house dancing unto the Lord, you can’t tell me I’m not some professional dancer or I shouldn’t be the next Sunday’s best or American Idol when I lift my voice. But while my way too honest family would likely tell me to go take a seat if they ever saw me, I know God is smiling.

To worship is to show reverence and adoration for a deity, an idol or a sacred object  (www.thefreedictionary.com/worship).  Based on this definition you can see anything can be worshipped.  If not careful we may easily find ourselves worshipping money, fame, power, position, our jobs and people before or instead of God. But God, being the creator and Supreme ruler of all is the only thing that deserves our worship.  Worship requires a bowing down of ourselves figuratively and sometimes literally to the majesty of God, an acceptance and recognition of our nothingness before and apart from His goodness and constantly keeping the right perspective of God’s grandeur when we deal with Him.  Because God is so accessible, so kind and so merciful, we have all been guilty of passing our place and acting irreverent or disrespectful toward Him.  But we have to keep sight of who God really is.  Yes be in relationship with Him, be honest, be yourself, be transparent.  He knows we are human and faulty,  but realize He is royalty, He is magnificent, deserving of all honor and reverence and nothing to play with.

So how do we worship God?  Some believe worship only happens on Sunday morning when you wave and clap your hands to the singing of the choir.   But anything that honors or exalts God is worship.   Submitting your life to God and trusting Him to take full control is worship. Having faith in God’s ability  is an act of worship.   Obeying and loving God is worship.  Loving and serving others is worship.  Spending time in prayer, reading the bible and offering praise is worship.  Not cussing that coworker out even though she may deserve it, is worship because it honors God. Simply submitting and drawing close to God and allowing His Spirit to transform us into the very image of Christ day by day is worship.   In short, anything that glorifies God and reflects who God is through the example of your life/living is the best way to worship and honor God.

Now keep in mind there is really no right or wrong way to worship except that God requires that “…those who worship Him must worship in spirit and in truth” (John 4:24, NKJV).  Don’t worship for show or with selfish motives.  Worship with a grateful heart and authentic love for God. There may be times you really don’t want to praise and worship.  We have all been there, where based on our emotions we don’t feel like lifting a hand or saying a word. But worship can’t  always be based on a feeling.  Besides it being a weapon in spiritual warfare, praise and worship is a mandate.  The Lord requires that we praise and worship Him.  So when you have those times when you don’t feel like worshipping, do what David did–make yourself do it.   David said “Bless the Lord, oh my soul and all that is within me” (Psalm 103:1, NKJV).   Sometimes you have to command yourself, activate the drive in your soul to worship God. But when you start to recall His goodness to you, focus on His awesome attributes, thank Him for all He has done for you, it won’t be long before the praise and worship catches fire in your soul and you can’t stop.  Your praise and worship will come unsolicited, unrestrained from a pure and honest place.  Let praise and worship  be a natural part of your everyday life.

So you might say that is fine and great, but how is praise and worship of God going to help me?   I would love to share that with you.

1) Praise and worship, especially in the midst of difficulty  is a visible slap in the face to the devil. 

When you praise and worship God in good times, bad times, trials and tribulations you are essentially saying to the devil despite what happens I still honor God,  still trust Him and there is nothing you can do to pull me away from my relationship with the Lord.  Not only does that move God, but the example of your faithfulness and commitment  is a means by which others can be introduced to and drawn closer Him.  With all of that, the devil has to  raise up and flee.

2) Praise and worship keeps your mind at  peace and focused on God.

Remember the mind is a prime target that the Enemy loves to attack.   But Isaiah 26:3 says “you will keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on You (God)…”  Praise and worship limits the devil’s access to you and prevents him from feeding such garbage as fear, worry, doubt,  depression and  anger into your mind.  It allows you to rest in God after you have done your part  and let Him fight your battles for you. So the next time the devil tries to steal your peace and torment your mind, give him an “access denied” stamp—kill him with praise and worship.

3) Praise and worship brings confusion and chaos to the enemy’s camp

When 3 enemy nations banded together to come against King Jehoshaphat and the nation of Judah (aka God’s people), the bible says that “when they (Judah) began to sing and to praise, the Lord set ambushes against the people of Ammon, Moab, and Mount Seir, who had come against Judah; and they were defeated (2 Chronicles 20:22, NKJV). The next verse goes on to say that these nations that were suppose to be united together, essentially turned around  and destroyed one another.  Utter chaos.  The lesson learned:  Use your praise and worship to confuse and devastate the enemy.

 4) Praise and Worship invites God’s Presence and Power

Based on psalm 22:3 God inhabits the praises of His people.  All that means is that God dwells in our praises.  In other words when  we praise and worship, God shows up and shows up hard.  We know in  God’s presence is everything we need–joy, love, peace, healing, rest. But beyond that, His presence brings raw power.   Really and truly I don’t even think God can show up in anything but power, because His very essence is power.  Yes God is present all the time in the background.  But as I learned from Reverend Terrence McKinley sometimes “God has to concentrate His presence” to get to you.   And I don’t know if you have ever been in the concentrated presence of God but let me tell you it leaves you weak, sometimes to the point of collapse. His glory and power is that overwhelming.   And if His presence and power, which might I add is not even a fraction of the whole of Him  because we wouldn’t be able to survive God’s complete glory and presence, is that heavy and overwhelming to those of us He comes to help and benefit,  imagine the force of the power He uses in opposition to the enemy or your enemies.  Man, with that kind of power, some stuff is bound to get broken down and broken off.  Translation: Let your praise and worship call down the unrestricted, incomparable power of God for your benefit.  With it you cannot lose.

5) Praise and Worship Brings Victory

The same David of David and Goliath fame, is  also known as  a war king.  The Lord used Him mightily to defeat many nations that opposed God and God’s people.   Why was David so successful? I believe partly because He praised God consistently through all circumstances.  He was a true worshipper at heart despite His flaws and faults. That popular book of the bible called  the Psalms, which means a sacred song or hymn, are full of David’s declarations of love and adoration to God.  “I love the Lord, for he heard my voice; he heard my cry for mercy” (Psalm 116:1, NIV), “Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; (psalm 107:1, NIV) and the declaration that the “Lord is my light and my salvation…” (Psalm 27:1, NIV) are all examples of David’s heartfelt,  authentic praise to the Lord.  The writer of psalm 149 clearly recognized the necessity of praise when they wrote:  May the praise of God be in their mouths and a double-edged sword in their hands,  to inflict vengeance on the nations and punishment on the peoples (Psalm 149:6-7, NIV).  Notice praise is listed in line as weaponry along with the  double-edged sword.  Without a doubt there is power in your praise.

So  beloved let us learn from David.  Brandish  your praise and worship to annihilate the enemy. Make up your mind to bless the Lord at all times. When your praise and worship rises, you rise too….and yet still I rise.

With peace and blessings may you continue to rise always,

stillirise323

It is a well known fact that sports teams will review old game tapes to study high points during play, recognize mistakes made, pinpoint needed areas of improvement and hone in on the strategies of their opponents.  It is no different if you want to be victorious in spiritual warfare.  One of the sharpest strategies you can deploy against our greatest enemy, Satan, is to know his moves and plan of attack ahead of time. In our favor is that the tactics of the devil hasn’t changed much since he was first transformed from one of God’s highest and most beloved angels to the evil nuisance we know him to be today.  The bible gives clear insight as to how the devil operates against God and His creation.  It’s like being in the American army and having the battle plans for the Taliban at your fingertips. If you study it enough, you are already ahead of the game simply because the same way the devil attacked those biblical characters thousands of  years ago is the same way he continues to assault mankind even now.  And although the bible may have been physically written by men, it was unmistakably composed under the divine inspiration and guidance of God himself.    Not only does our Supreme General exercise complete power over the Enemy and delegates boundaries as to what he can and cannot do, because God is omniscient(all-knowing) He knows the devil’s moves before he makes one step.  What more of an advantage can we have than that? To side with God we can only win. To rebel against Him is eventual loss and certain destruction.

People think of spiritual warfare only as some form of black magic like Voodoo or Santeria.  Some spooky hocus pocus or crazy manifestation of demonic possession with foaming at the mouth or someone’s head spinning backward like in The Exorcist.  Although those things would certainly constitute some aspects of spiritual warfare, in actuality spiritual warfare spans an entire spectrum of activities and can range from something as simple as your wallet being stolen to something as complex as voodoo rituals. Anything that the Enemy uses to torment, oppress or harass you could be considered spiritual warfare.   Anything that opposes God’s will for your life is spiritual warfare.  Anything the Enemy uses to keep you from living in the fullness and blessings God has for you is all out war.

So how does the devil fire against us?   It usually comes through 3 main weapons: you, others around you, situations/circumstances.  His 3 main means of ammunition?:  Doubt, deception and division.  As I write this I hear the Lord saying add to that distraction and delay. Remember that the devil is not ever-present and all powerful like God. He must enlist quite a bit of help to assist him. “For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places.” (Ephesians 6:12, NKJV).  These principalities, powers and hosts of wickedness are the scores of demons or fallen angels who have pledged allegiance with the devil against God, His creation and His kingdom.  So one Devil.  Many variations of principalities and hosts of wickedness.  Legions of demons and fallen angels. It’s these demons who go around and create havoc on behalf of Satan.


It Starts With You

One unique weapon that the devil loves to use against you is….you.  You in and of yourself.  In hurting you, not only does he destroy you, he can in turn use you to destroy others. The first place of attack? You guessed it–the mind. It makes sense that this would be the most detrimental place to target.  After all the mind is what separates man from animals, nature and inanimate objects.  As I read somewhere, it is the gift that God gave us that makes us more like His image compared to other created things. It can also be easily influenced. If we are not careful, the Enemy can easily feed us his thoughts and deceive us into thinking it is our own or worse, God’s thoughts.   I love the way Reverend Eugene Harris put it as paraphrased:  “the enemy doesn’t really come at you like an outside person.   He talks to you as if it were you.” In attacking you the devil may use all 5 forms of ammunition (deception, doubt, division, distraction and delay) and it generally begins with a deceptive and distorted view of yourself and eventually everyone around you. Thoughts of self-hatred and low self worth plague the mind: “I am hideous; I can’t do anything right; I’m not good enough.” With scales over your eyes you can’t see that you are beautiful, loved and treasured by God with unique gifts and talents waiting to be proclaimed to the world. In that wounded state with no self confidence and low self-esteem you may easily develop a distorted view of others around you.   You are now a potential weapon in Satan’s hands.

Before long you may find it hard to distinguish between the voices of evil versus God’s righteous still small voice. “She doesn’t like me. I should have what they have. They deserve to die.” What is irrational becomes rational, what is wrong becomes right; abnormal becomes normal in a demon-influenced mind. Demons of anxiety, anger, rage and fear to name a few become major players in this scenario. With all of those thoughts impacting your mind, you most certainly are distracted and detoured from the path you should be walking, which all inevitably ends up in delay. Delay of blessing, delay of purpose, delay in living the life God has planned for you.  It is here also that the devil loves to plant seeds of doubt that blossom into full blown crops of distrust and denial of God and His power.  “God is never going to heal me or save my troubled child; God can’t do anything for me; God is cruel.” These are just a few of the thought patterns and examples of how the Enemy uses doubt to keep people from knowing our Maker. This is why it is so important to feed your mind with the things of God and to have a firm foundation in Him.  To not do so is to open your mind to full demonic attack.

When the Enemy Is Outside

The devil doesn’t just stop at making you your own enemy.  He also loves to use others to come against you as well.   In this arena no party is off limits.   Mother, sibling, friend or stranger–anybody knowingly or unknowingly  can be the offender! Doesn’t mean you have to go around being paranoid, disowning family members or be suspicious of every person you come across. Recognize the enemy is very crafty. This is where deception works the best.  These are the instances where the devil sends those counterfeits or false friends up in your space deceptively presenting themselves as allies, when they are really on assignment to sabotage you;  where your boss zeros in on you to make your life a living hell with intentions of derailing you; where  God may have called you for an unexpected purpose in ministry and your family tries to dissuade you. Distractions and delay come heavy in this category.  The one who the devil nicely packaged as your “soul mate” or ” the love of your life”on the outside, brings a  load of misery and heartache later on.    It is also here that people driven by demons of jealousy, envy, greed and hatred would go to such lengths as rape, robbery, murder or even involvement in black magic to harm others. Whether by attacking you directly or through outside people,  it is easy to see where the Enemy uses these tactics to isolate and cause division. He is well aware that alone or separate, we can be weak and vulnerable to a quick downfall.  Yet in the strength of unity and agreement, we have the best chance of overcoming the powers of darkness and being victorious.

Situations and Circumstances

Lastly the enemy loves to attack through situations or circumstances. These attacks vary in degree and can also be quite subtle.  I remember a good friend of mine sharing that in her attempt to call and minister to a woman who needed help in a women’s center, her phone was mysteriously blocked.  She literally could not get a call through to that person.  When she astutely realized what was going on, she had someone else call from another phone and they were able to get through.  Imagine how that woman would have missed out on her blessing had my friend not discerned what was happening. The attacks can be that subtle. As subtle as losing your keys just steps from your front door,  to something more obvious like a  car accident 5 minutes from home. Another way Satan loves to torment and frustrate us?  Sickness and infirmity.  Cancer, diabetes, HIV and all other forms of disease loom around us, traveling in our genetics, all the while becoming more and more prevalent.  On an even broader scale the enemy attacks and oppresses by  influencing societal shifts and norms as seen in such realities as racial or gender inequality, poverty, violence and glorification of sexual perversion and immorality.  Nature? Yep the enemy can work through that too. The bible says in the book of Job after God gave the devil permission to attack everything Job had with the exception of taking his life that “suddenly a great wind came from across the wilderness and struck the four corners of the house, and it fell on the young people … (Job 1:19, NKJV), basically killing Job’s children.  By this passage, the belief is that the devil, with God’s allowance can influence nature.  Hence it is clear that the devil comes by different modes or avenues of attack all with the motive to ultimately kill, steal and destroy.

My intention in writing this post is not to scare you or be the bearer of all doom and gloom.  I cannot claim to be an expert or have all the answers for such a complex subject as spiritual warfare.  But as I am learning on my own journey, I do hope this writing has at least  given you a greater awareness of the presence of spiritual warfare, the importance of being informed and better insight on how it affects us every day of our lives.  Realize that so much of what influences this world as we know it is truly spiritual.  Be knowledgable and vigilant of the schemes of the enemy, ask the Lord to help you avoid the  pitfalls of deception and seek Him for help in handling each situation with love and wisdom.  It may mean cutting or moving people out of your life, learning to practice more patience with family members, praying more, fasting, studying the Word or just drawing closer to God overall.  Believe and trust God for His protection and covering against all evil.  Know that God by his Holy Spirt when asked will always give you guidance and wisdom.  Rest in the fact that He is in full control.

Up next by God’s grace—looking at the awesome weapons we have to fight the good fight.  The devil may have his warfare tactics, but with Jehovah Saboath (the Lord of the living armies) yet  still I , you , we rise……

With peace and blessings may you continue to rise always,

Stillirise323

So this next blog represents a period of spiritual and emotional confusion for me.   I really felt uneasy about writing it for many reasons.  One of which is because it shows  me at a very vulnerable place.  Perhaps why the Lord would have me write it is because not only will it help someone else but help to bring complete healing to me in that tiny part where I probably still need it.  Here we go…

So I thought he was “the one.”  You know,  the one God had chosen just for me. Tall, handsome, seemingly honest, gentle, attentive.  He seemed to be a man of good character, hardworking and our purposes could have meshed.  Most importantly–He loved the Lord.  Whereas this was something I really didn’t care about before, as I had recommitted myself to Christ it was an absolute must.  No one is perfect—there were some  minor concerns.  But not anything major that seemed apparent to me. When we like somebody we find a way to explain away anything, won’t we? You know how it is.  Now I am not a person that shares my business with too many people ordinarily.  I wouldn’t even say I have a best friend. I have a few close friends, friends,  many associates–but not a best friend.  Well earthly friend anyway. Depending on the stage of my life I have been in, there are different people I have confided in about different things.  Uncharacteristically, I spoke to  quite a few people about this particular person and our dating situation.  That was probably mistake #1.   Too many opinions and too many voices instead of listening to God’s still small voice.  At one point I didn’t know what to think. Depending on who I spoke with there were basically 3 types of reactions:   there were those who discerned immediately that something was not right based on wisdom or  what they felt in their spirit; there were those who didn’t say much but had a watch and see attitude and  finally  there was the 1 or 2  who thought this person was the one for me.   Long story short, he was not what he presented himself to be.  He was dishonest, deceptive and not someone I would want in my life.  What the bible calls an angel of darkness disguised as an angel of light.  Now  my intention is not to bash or criticize anyone in writing this.  I am not without sin, so I have no business casting any stone. I can only pray for this individual and keep it moving.  But the lessons I learned from this one situation are lifelong and priceless.

You see, because I wanted this relationship to work badly and was trying to force my own plan instead of really taking time to discern what was God’s will, it was a prime opportunity for the devil to come in and cause complete chaos and confusion. Needless to say I didn’t heed the warnings of those who opposed the relationship.  I thought they were being negative. I wanted to hear and see what I wanted to hear and see.    As a matter of fact, once I saw that certain people weren’t on board I confided in them less and talked to those who agreed with me more.  Perhaps if I had listened to them from the beginning as the Lord maybe was warning me through them, I may have avoided some of the headache and heartache I endured.  Secondly, I was relatively young in my walk with Christ so  I naively thought because the friends who agreed with me  had a prophetic gift, that they must be right (this whole thing with prophecy is another topic). That they most certainly must know what they are talking about.  This person had a dream or a vision or this thing was said prophetically in prayer–for me it could only mean they were confirming what is true.    But I Peter 5:8 says “be sober, be vigilant;  because your adversary the devil walks about like a roaring lion, seeking who he may devour”(NKJV).   Now do I think these friends are evil  or maliciously meant to steer me in the wrong direction?  Do I blame them for what happened? Absolutely not.  Now don’t get me wrong–for a while I wrestled with why some of the things that were said to me were said if it seemed God was saying this is not the person.  But, I truly believe that their intentions were pure and they were well meaning in what they shared with me.  Maybe they just wanted to see me happy, are still maturing in their prophetic gifts, who knows.  But I don’t knock them.  These are still very good friends of mine, they are powerful women of God and I have learned from them in many ways.    But you see the enemy can work through anyone–friends, family, husband, employer, me, you–anyone, even unintentionally.  The devil does study us to know our areas of weakness and can play on our desires.  Although I was not actively looking for  someone, maybe in my subconsciously hoping for that life mate to come along, the devil created a situation where there was deception and poor judgement on many levels.  It was my responsibility to seek God first for His instruction, guidance and wisdom on the situation.  No one else.

Secondly, we cannot rely on others to be responsible for us.   In Matthew 26 just prior to Jesus being betrayed by Judas and turned over to the Jews for crucifixion, Jesus went to Gethsemane to pray and took 3 of his close disciples, in other words his close friends with him.  Being distressed he asked them to  “…Stay here and watch with me” (Matthew 26:38, NKJV).  But the bible further goes on to say when he was done praying, “then He came to the disciples and found them sleeping, and said to Peter, “What! Could you not watch with Me one hour? (Matthew 26:40).

When the Lord showed me this scripture, it gave me such clarity.  It spoke 2 things to me.  One was that Jesus had to stay awake for himself.  If Jesus’s disciples who walked with the great Messiah daily and did great things by his power,  couldn’t stay awake for him,  did I really expect my friends to be completely vigilant for me or have all the answers? I am not saying God doesn’t send people to accompany us and help us along the way.  I have some wonderful people in my life–friends, family, spiritual mentors, etc.  But ultimately we have to be intentional and proactive about watching for ourselves and ask God to grant us the grace to decipher the plot and schemes of the enemy in all forms.  Secondly, it just highlighted the fact that Jesus is truly the only person we can completely depend on.  Notice in the scenario above that Jesus was the only person that stayed awake.  It is as true for us today as it was back in Gethsemane.   No one will be as watchful for you or defend you like Jesus:  no friend, no family, no pastor, no mentor.  He will be more vigilant for you than you are for yourself.  He will stay  awake even when you fall asleep.  He will never fail or steer you wrong.

This situation also really emphasized  that in everything, I mean everything I must seek God’s guidance.  Even down to who I should take counsel from and when.   Sure I had heard this before.  Hearing it is one thing, but living it really made it so much more clear.  Not because people are close to you means you are meant to share everything with them.  There are some things that are not meant to be shared with anyone.  Things that should stay between you and God. He wants you to share every detail of your life with Him anyway. He wants to be your best friend.  Now, before I talk to anyone about anything, I try to make it a habit to talk to God first.  He is my best friend.  He is the best counselor and His wisdom is unparalleled.  Next, there are some things that are meant to be shared only at a particular time.  When God instructs you in His perfect timing.   Lastly, God will instruct you on  who to share with.  Interestingly,  one of the friends who initially thought this person was right for me, eventually said that she felt the Lord saying to not discuss this situation any further with anyone, even her herself, unless He leads me!  Apparently the Holy Spirit began to show her something too.  She never asked me about him again except to say maybe he wasn’t the right person and to be sure about what I was feeling.  God is amazing that way. I still didn’t even listen completely to that initially, but eventually I got it.  Eventually we all saw that this person was not true.  The Lord may not have you share something with certain people if they are not equipped, mature or  in the right place spiritually, emotionally, morally, etc. to counsel someone on that particular issue and vice versa.  There may be things that should not be shared with you because you are not quite there yet to advise others on that situation.  We all have areas, myself included where we are lacking and need to grow.  But it is through our trials and difficulties, even self-inflicted, we grow.

I could write probably 10 posts alone in regards to all that I learned through this experience.  If led I will share more another time.  I don’t know who the one is for me and thank God I have reached a place where I really am not concerned.  Although it seems this person is not the one and despite how hurtful it may have been,  through this experience I have strengthened my prayer life, matured spiritually and gained valuable insight and knowledge that I never had before.  My spiritual eyes were opened and I began to recognize when God was speaking and when He was not speaking. I learned to ignore the idle talk and not jump based on emotion.  The bible says “ALL things work together for the good of those who love him…”  This was truly the case for me.

In life you may fall sometimes to ultimately rise higher.  The key is that you must  be determined to get back up again.  I know I am….and yet still I rise….

With peace and blessings may you continue to rise always,

stillirise323